who says money can't buy happiness?
whoever you are, you are an ass. hihi. joke lang. i guess i'm just feeling extra materialistic today because i finally found the perfect cellphone -
The Sony Ericsson W800i. oh gawd, it's so perfect. it's even better than that disgustingly huge Nokia 6630 that i was planning to buy. i hope it's retail price is still within my budget. if not, i'll wait for it
to be within my budget. yep, i will be extra patient for this one. it's too perfect.
oh no. i just saw it's retail price,
$699.99!!!
that's insane. and i am crushed. good bye,
Sony Ericsson W800i (i swear it's so perfect it merits the honor of being called by it's full name and be in bold face every single time), i hardly knew thee. and damn it! it hasn't even been released!!! oh i am so infuriated right now (i convert depression to anger. it's a defense mechanism).
oh life is cruel. why can't i be happy? why do things inevitably go wrong whenever everything begins to feel right? why do my dreams get crushed even before i get the chance to realise them? why am i being overly dramatic over a cellphone? why shouldn't i be overly dramatic over a cellphone that has shown me love at first sight (or cellphone review... whatever)? why am i arguing with myself? why do i find it fascinating to begin every sentence with a "why"? why can't i stop???
ok. i have moved on. from the "why" sentences, that is. i still haven't gone past my mourning period for that cellphone (that i lost without even possessing. ooh, possessing... interesting term). ugh. you might think i'm being my demented self, overreacting and making fun of those who overreact (wha?), but i really am saddened by the fact that i can't buy that cellphone (i can't even say it's name anymore, it hurts so bad). you know that feeling when you're sure this is it, this is what i want and i'm gonna get it 'cause i damn well deserve it? well it's that times a thousand. like what kitten said, "while some good things end, others don't even begin. (or something like that, i forget)". haha. this is so funny. this is a quote pertaining to kitten's special someone and i'm using it for my special something. i have got to have a love life so i'd stop falling in love with things. hehe.
ooh... it really, really hurts.
pictures!!!
godivuh (or latinuh, whatever) with the dietguru
JB, The Queen, Tin
pictures from The Diet Guru
My Beloved. (heart collapses)
Posted by juliecious at 08:00 PM |
oh crap
I wrote this entry on scratch because i was so bored and had no PC at the time and i ended up with a prettly little piece on pessimissm. darn dammit. i lost the entry. that could've been my own Harry Potter project (FYI, Harry Potter started out on paper napkin). pfft. major pfft.
anyway. move on move on...
i still haven't bought a new fone. dammit. i have to postpone it 'til next week 'cause i'm going to subic this weekend. i think i'll just buy a 6630. i just have to suffer from its humiliating size. gawd it's so darn big. oh, how i wish
Sony Ericsson's W800i was an option. pffffttttt.
i went to melai's debut yesterday at Plaza Ibarra. it was nice and the place was real pretty. i had on a white tube top and pajama bottoms. oh, and how could i forget, my f**e *r*. hihi. twas fun! tin and i bonded over "dry halo-halo". i'm friggin' stupid. my dessert time wasn't strategically planned. i put my "minatamis na saging" and other fruits on a dessert plate and not in a glass so i wasn't able to put milk on it. pfft. then the guests were called inside the function room for the program where the debutant danced, *wait, poooooof, whiz, wham... |FLASHBACK| i forgot to mention my little oops! moment there (hmph. Candy mag has really left a mark on me. more like a scar. yep, i'm scarred for life.). so tin and i went out to find some gum ('cause my gums can't remain idle for long.). we saw this vendor on the other side of the street and i asked him (we were talking from either end of Timog Ave.) if he had some judge, or whatever kind of gum they had. apparently, he couldn't hear me so he crossed the street (almost died doing so) to ask me what i was saying. so i asked if he had judge and he said he didn't sell any kind of gum. he just had mentos. so tin and i bought a pack of mentos and went back inside. as we were entering the place (what's it called? a plaza? i don't know) i was trying to open my "pack" of mentos and they went flying off and scattered on the floor. of course i picked them up, but i didn't know that the program has already started and the kids were dancing and the cameras were rolling... pfft. gawd. i hope i wasn't caught on cam because damn was i "unpoised".
then we went to quattro. i got free drinks! whoohoo! i love freebies.
. thanks bonus and joax! joax eh, akala ko pa naman pure soul ka. you were like my little peep hole, from where the tiny beam of light comes to light this dark, dark world, only to find out that you're not who i thought you were! haha. OA eh. pero grabe, true friend ka talaga (yep, nabibili ang true friendship.Ü).
then we went to Kuya Topet's house in Xavierville but we just dropped by for like 5 minutes because glynel and errol had to go home na. and chaz drives pala! hehe. i guess i'm shocked coz i see him as a little kid. odd. very odd. chaz dropped us at the jocson gate and we waited for a cab there. naturally, we will pass by glynel's house first because we were in xavierville, but errol (kaya nga ba kita crush eh. mabuhay ka!) let her sister go home first, then he stayed in the cab to bring me home. awww. shux. that's just great.
i'm supposed to go to Paeng's party but i'm too tired and i got up late. Happy Birthday Paeng! God bless!
Posted by juliecious at 04:17 PM |
ILC
Friday-Sunday: I went to the International Leaders’ Conference (ILC) of the YFC. It was ok, I guess. I really didn’t know what to expect and I don’t have anything to base my judgment on so for now (up until I join another ILC) I’d keep that at an “ok”. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but I was just sleeping for the most part. We girls slept in an air-conditioned classroom, whereas the boys were cramped up in tents under the blazing heat of the summer sun. Oh, the perks of being female. I feel bad (uhm, actually I don’t. but for the sake of being politically correct... ) about not listening to some of the speakers (like I said, I was sleeping) but I did pay attention to a few of them. I liked Vince’s sharing because he’s hot (uh-oh… wrong julie, sablay ka.), the talk given by that public-lashing, “sablay”-calling girl, and the Fil-Canadian girl Renee Geronimo’s (Jeh-‘roh-ni-,mow) sharing. I also loved, loved the snow cone. It made me miss my friends even more (aww, Julie, nakakamiss ka na!). We ate McDo food for three days straight! I also had mass on an open field when the sun was high, high up the sky! I walked miles (ok, I’m exaggerating) just to get to the conference site from our room! I bought a top for P130 when I could get it for P75 two days after! I ate at Jollibee (wow julie, that’s remarkable.)! I’m enjoying my spanking new tan (yeah right.)! I danced to a Latin (was it latin? I’m not sure) chant: “Solo Dios Basta!”
I’m really sleepy because I woke up at 7:30 for no comprehensible reason. And I’m not writing a coherent entry anyway, so I better stop.
Shooting stars, I really cannot find my list of “things to be thankful for”. I was already on my 500-something-th. Tsssss. What a waste. But it made me realize I have a great life. I have so much to be thankful for. And I wrote that for like 2-3 hours only. Real great. whoohoo!
holy crap. i'm going to cel's debut this saturday and i've got nothing to wear. gotta shop... gotta shop...
Posted by juliecious at 12:19 PM |
Nang dahil sa shawarma
naligaw ako, gumastos ng dobleng pamasahe, pinagkakakausap ko kung sinu-sinong street vendors, pinagkakakausap ako ng kung sinu-sinong street strangers, nag-antay ako mag-isa sa tapat ng Bayantel Building sa kalakihan ng Cubao at kamuntik ko pang kailanganing bagtasin ang kahabaan ng isang masukal na eskenita nang nag-iisa. heto pa, heto pa ang malupet. pagdating namin don, hindi pa luto ang karne para sa irog kong shawarma. kinailangan pa naming maghintay ng isa't kalahating oras para dito.
butdenagen, it was all worth it. mahal ko ang shawarma ng Vera's Deli. wala nang tutulad pa dito. pramis. pero ang malupit nga lang eh malaking struggle ang pagkain nito, like i described above, the journey towards experiencing the ultimate culinary sensation called Shawarma by Vera's Deli is as excruciating as the final leg of The Amazing Race. grabe talaga boi, laking excercise na nito.
tas bumili nga pala ako ng maliit na Coke na may maliit na bote. it was supposed to be sold for P5.00, pero i wanted to buy the bottle so i paid P7.00. napakaCute kasi eh. ang liit, tas ang taba. basta, ang ganda talaga nung bote. mukang vintage. real great. pero naiwan ko sa bahay nila JB.
onga, pumunta kami kina JB. nakanood na rin ako ng Wicker Park sa wakas!!! ang ganda niya dahil ang HOT ni JOsh Hartnett. napakaubodngsobralang. ang struggle naman nitong part ng day na ito ay paguwi. as anyone who's friends with JB probably knows, ang bahay niya ay tila isang bahay ng corrupt official na sadyang tinatago from plain view. TALAGA NAMAN OO. napakaubodngsobralang laking struggle ng pagpunta sa bahay ni JB, and twice the effort will be needed to go back to civilization at almost 9:00 pm, when there are no trikes or nice hitch-givers (word?) anymore. shusme, so kinailangan naming maglakad from Maries Village hanggang Tierra Pura "proper" which is like passing 3 guard houses. imagine. tapos stinalk pa kami ng ilang kalalakihan nung naglalakad kami. ultimate boi. iba talaga eh. katakot.
hay, mahal ko talaga si Anwar. napakaubodngsobralang ang kahusayan niya sa pag-awit. Bo, mamatay ka na. joke lang, pure na nga pala ako. ayoko lang talaga si Bo. i'm not a fan of the fairy tale beauty and the beast eh, tapos siya ung star don (beast). oopssiee... sorry. joke lang. promise.
onga pala, i went to Megamall today!!! yeyeyeyey!!! nakapagiceskating narin ako sa wakas!! i've been wanting to try it since forever and now that i have, i can't wait to do it again. uhmm, no, hindi ako magaling. actually hindi ako marunong. as a matter of fact, nasaldak ako sa ice (as in ultimate salpak ang pwet ko sa floor) at naglakad ako sa Megamall ng basang basa ang aking pwetan. shusme. it kinda still hurts but it's all good. i had fun naman eh. may bago nga pala kaming friend, si Celine. ang cute niya. she's a 6-year-old kid who skates better than we do, thus was our little tungkod. hehe. joke lang. napakacute talaga. nice kid that Celine.
ATTENTION NIGGAG!!! may pinapa-announce si motha. may labooms tayo sa kanilang rooftop next week, ohai??? miss na namin kayong lahat!!! Canada! Lebs! Bries! Darlene!!! di ko na ma-feel presence niyo mga bez! paramdam naman kayo jan!
THOUGHT OF THE WEEK: Ang tubig, gano man kalalim, hanggang dibdib pa rin ng duck.
hmm... now if i could only apply that to real life.
hmm.. i just remembered, we never got to go wallclimbing this month. or this summer. grabe. sabi pa naman namin we'd be climbing at least once a week. wala eh. almost MWF kami nagkikita pero puro unhealthy ang pinaggagagawa namin. pfft. you know what? my waist is getting thicker and thicker. the last time i checked it was already at 27. pero after naman kumain yun no. but still, that's big. actually gusto ko talaga tumaba, pero wag lang ang tiyan ko. as in i couldn't care less if my arms ballooned or my thighs become upo-like (actually, sobrang gusto ko talaga tumaba ang legs ko, ewan, parang di ko gusto magmukang stick. hehe.).
oohhweeh. i'm so pathetic. i just checked the UP results again. haha. pathetic. real pathetic, Julie. funny, i checked the results out of boredom, but i never gathered the strength nor patience to make my pre-enlistment (schedule). it looks so complicated and i hate complicated stuff. besides, i'm not a schedule person so what the hell am i supposed to do with that? pfft. help me.
i have decided. i am going to be a pre-school teacher. yep, a teacher. i want some big and easy moooohhhllllaaahhh. i just have to work on my patience with kids, because, well, i don't hate them, i just dislike them. hehe. ang sama ko talaga. pfft. julie, change, change.
Posted by juliecious at 11:55 PM |
