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February 2nd, 2005

i went home early

today, dear readers, i rode the bus home for the first time in ages.

i cannot believe that i did what i did. i saw my favorite busmate, na young (although i am very much a hater of koreans invading our country...Ibong Mandaragit syndrome>), a little kid with dyed, permed hair. if only my parents were as supportive (if not encouraging) as hers on matters of beauty, i'd probably look like a "The Swan Program" graduate. kidding. i'm not that freakishly insecure. anyway, back to my GREAT accomplishment... it started when i thought that i need to save money for all the stuff lined up for summer. I NEED AROUND 10K... so God bless nalang sakin. anyway, when Clara, Cara and I went down to the Cafe to eat breakfast, we all promised not to go out today. at least today, just so we could save something. i thought i couldn't do it because this habit of eating out (whether at a real restaurant, a fastfood outlet, a karinderia or at whoever's house) has rooted itself deep into my system. i just could not resist the "shawarma tayo sa Cubao, masarap shawarma don", or "gateway tayo". i think i might've lost all self-control during the past year. anyway, i focused on saving what i could and ended up not going anywhere after dismissal but home. I RODE THE BUS HOME, AT FIRST TRIP PA!!! it just feels great to think that you're actually using a commodity that my parents are paying for.

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yesterday i promised myself that i will not say a single bad word every wednesday (in case you are so socially non-existent that nobody even gave you a lame-ass calendar, today is a WEDNESDAY), i tried hard and i think i did OK. i only let out a few and just because. i will continue making wednesday my no-cuss day and then add one day a week for every total no-cuss day accomplished until i don't swear at all. i also had a talk with my mom and she said she wants me to graduate magna cum laude. so now i'm trying to be a bit more responsible. i guess i'm slipping because i found time to blog even if work is piling up. so with that said, i'll shut up now.