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Posted by juliecious at 07:52 PM | ayos ah.

hmm... who did it?

something's up with our class. aba'y may resident klepto ata kami. first it was Diane's P10,000 (yep, a whopping TEN THOUSAND PESOS) then Amanda's wallet (which we all know had a lot in it, she's the rich kid), then our class fund (goodness, it only had 200 in there, why take it?) then Pam's wallet (which had P3,000, 3 credit cards and some other membership cards for clubs and stuff) and just today, Bea's P2000 birthday money. ohay, whoever you are, ang yaman mo na mehn. God, i still hope walang theif on the loose. i mean, there's still this tiny bit of possibility that whoever the thief is, he or she is not from our class. nakakaasar at nakakahinayang isipin na baka nga taga-4-1 ang magnanakaw. i mean, yeah, we could be quite off with each other, but it's hard to think that someone would actually steal from her classmate of 2 years. ayoko talagang isipin that i can't trust these people with my stuff, or that i can't leave the classroom worry free. not that they can steal anything from me, i'm totally broke. but the thought that we have to watch our backs pa, kami kami na nga lang. suddenly, yung sinasabi naming "tayo tayo lang naman eh" doesn't apply anymore. hindi na comfortable ang tayo. it's like we're different people na. i know madrama ito, at di ako mahilig sa overly dramatized subjects, but this is serious. i love my classmates and this is the class i've had most fun with. i also feel guilty for being one of the people who accused our classmate of stealing bea's money. dang, it was her friggin birthday money. have a heart. pero back to my guilt, yun nga, we might've falsely accused this girl of stealing. at wala pa akong nagawa nung inatake na siya ng isa pa naming classmate. grabe, ang pangit ng feeling ko ngayon. i feel responsible for not even trying to protect her from this classmate that she has no chance of going up against. i got really pissed. i'm sorry if you're reading this, but we all know what you did was totally out of line. how could you do that? walang kalaban laban. ang malala pa non, wala naman kaming proof to back up our accusations. we just assumed that it was her because of past events which did not have concrete proofs either. wow, it was just so easy to accuse someone when everyone else thinks so. but now that i've taken time to think alone, i don't think she did it. again, if you're reading this, i'm sorry for accusing you prematurely. anyway, whoever the thief is (or if he or she really is a serial thief who took all the stuff that got lost), he or she is still definitely unknown and we cannot do much about it.

ohay. moving on, di lang naman yun ang nangyari sakin noh. eh di ayan, asa bahay ako ng friday night. loser. hehe. i'll give myself a break, hiking naman ako buong araw bukas eh. nakakatamad naman ikwento lahat ng nangyari. next time nalang.

Posted by juliecious at 07:28 PM | 2 paid homage

if i'm not in heaven, kill me.

ang saya saya ko! mahal na mahal ko ang jec! This is the bestest organization i've ever been in, probably because it's the only organization i've ever been active in. grabe, it helps me conquer my fears, especially ang aking fear of heights! nung nagrapel kami, sobrang wow! nakaya ko siya kahit na medyo napraning ako nung umpisa, tapos nung naghiking kami, nakaya kong umakyat sa isang steep part by just holding on the roots of trees. grabeh. i feel so GURREATT!!!

anyway, kwento ko nangyari sakin kahapon. ohay, sobrang saya lang naman! sabi nga ni joanna burgonio, "ganito pala sa heaven" wahahaha. pero hindi yung bundok ang tinutukoy namin, yung jeep. haha. basta, later na, kailangan chronological order.

kala ko sobrang mababad vibes lang ako the whole day. first, major aga ko pala gumising at pumunta! kala ko kasi ang call time was 5:00, yun pala minove na ng 5:30, di kasi ako pumunta nung pre-climb. tapos nakakita nanaman ako ng kind of parents na ayaw kong nakakasalamuha. yung mga magulang na akala mo kung sinong sobrang galing, susme, mangealam ka ba sa plans. asar, bakit ba masyado nilang binebaby yung mga anak nila? i mean, ok, you care, but sometimes, you make your kid too dependent on you. kasi jeep lang ang sasakyan namin. so what? goodness, if you're kid's gonna die, she's gonna die. tapos yung mga mahilig pang magparinig... tsss. di ba nila alam na sometimes, the organizers don't have everything in their hands. kawawa naman si ruth, siya tuloy nag napagbubuntungan ng galit ng mga tao. anyway, ang pinakamasamang nangyari (o hindi nangyari...) ay wala si Gabo!! hindi siya nagising! tumatawag na nga ako sa bahay nila eh, pati cell, no effect! proud naman ako kay beyru kasi tinry talaga niya ihabol si gabo. pero sayang. ganon talaga. next time nalang.

anyway so asa jeep na kami... ang saya. wala akong maalala tulog ako eh. ang alam ko lang may stop over, tapos natulog na ako at sa paanan na ako ng bundok gumising. bago pa kami makarating dun sa talagang "foot of the mountain" we had to cross this mini-river. actually there were two. so nung first, success, di ako nabasa. the second one, ohay, sumablay ako sa huli. ang weird nga eh, kung bakit ba naman sa mababaw pa at sa huling bato pa ako nahulog. haaay. may katangahan. so nung andun na kami dun sa may babayaran, hinati yung jec at outdoors into 3 groups. hihi, asamin yung mga gwapo. special request eh.Ü so ayon, nag pray, inorient kami about basic climbing, tapos introductions... ang obvious naman nung tinatarget ko eh. so nung nagpapakilala na kami, abay tumingin pa talaga ako sa kanya at nakita rin niya ako at sinabi ko ang matamis kong "Julie". wahahahaha!!! OA na. so anyway... we went walking... tapos medyo steep na siya, at nagwawala na si Cara. hehe. joke lang. basta ang saya. lahat ng uri ng posisyon na take na ng aking paa. sobrang bigat pa niya sa dami ng putik na kumapit. sobra, naiwan pa yung isa kong sapatos nung lumubog siya sa putik. but it was all good. ang goal ko pa non ay makarating ng una sa falls. yung unang waterfall na pupuntahan namin dapat ay walang tubig. no water is falling. as in dry lang siya, parang nananadya. kaya pala wala kaming marinig na agos ng tubig. sabi kasi from afar you'd hear it na. anyway, we walked and walked (along the way nga pala bumili ako ng buko) at nakarating kami sa talon at ako ang nauna!!! (pinakiusapan ko si Kathleen na paunahin ako dahil last year ko na ito). wow. ang sarap ng feeling makarating don at makakita ng tunay na talon for the very first time!!! yung river na inaagusan niya was the first real river that i've walked on pala. anyway. sobrang ganda ng view. and there were these peole whom we saw camping sa taas ng talon and they were setting up rapelling equipment because they were gonna rappel down the falls. astig nga eh, pati si miss macaresa nagrapel. siya lang from our group of 41 girls and 20+ boys who dared try that thing. go girl! (airhead-y bubbly manner of speaking) ang sarap talaga. i really can't explain the high i was on when i was making tampisaw (yuck, conio) on the water. i felt so refreshed, after climbing, jumping, walking and a hell lot of mud getting on my body (i swear it was like a full-body mud pack) kj pa kami ni cara nung una at di pa kami dapat maliligo ng full-force, pero di namin natiis, the water was calling us. tapos dahil sa aking matagal nang pangarap na makita ang likuran ng waterfall (i know it's stupid, but i was always thought there was something mystical about the wall behind the water), pumunta kami dun kahit sobrang struggle at nagkasugat sugat na kami ni cara sa bato. ang sarap ng feeling! kahit na sobrang sakit ng tubig na nahuhulog sa likod ko dahil ang taas ng pinanggagalingan ng tubig, ang saya ko pa rin! para siyang acupressure. i would've stayed there longer if it wasn't freezing cold. pero kahit na, there was this great feeling that made the water's temperature unimportant (kahit na di mo talaga ako mapapalublob kaagad agad sa tubig na malamig, magiinarte muna ako). when i saw it, i just jumped onto the water. ang sarap talaga! sobrang dami nang sarap na nalalagay ko dito. basta, words can't express the happiness that place gave me! it was definitely worth the long tiresome trail we took. may kweba nga pala dun sa tabi ng talon, kaya lang di na kami pumunta kasi baka may ahas.Ü

tapos 2:00 pm, we had to go back down na. so ang first na dapat namin maaccomplish ay ang pag-akyat sa sobrang steep na thing (i don't know what to call it). when i looked up, i thought, uh-oh. major turn off toh sa crush ko dahil titili lang ako ng titili. pero when i got on, no one can stop me! haha. OA. basta, parang ang sarap ng feeling na you have this goal, and that's to get to the top of it. kahit wala akong ka-race, nagmamadali pa rin ako. i tried not to look down, kasi baka umatake nanaman ang kaartehan ko at maghihihiyaw ako don. but i did once, and i was so high up, muntik na nga akong maging hysterical. so there i was, climbing root to root, rock to rock, not minding the dirt i was catching and the disgusting smell on my face (sobrang vertical ko so yung mukha ko ay nakadikit na sa inaakyat ko). nakarating din ako sa taas at wow. the feeling is unexplainable. it was like, great, i made it, and i thought i couldn't. medyo mag-isa pa nga ako dun eh, di ko na makita yung sinusundan ko at di ko na rin makita ang sumusunod sa akin, so it was like this commercial, na parang self-battle... disgustingly melodramatic, but it felt like that. basta, trust me. the only way you'd know how it felt, was if you experienced it yourself. (eww, philosophy).

tapos ayon. nagkahiwalay nga pala kami ng crush ko kasi yung moderator nila ay nilagay siya sa isang group. tsk, tsk. pero yung isa ko pang crush ay naging kagroup namin for some reason. dapat group 2 siya eh, pero siguro nabwisit siya sa groupmates niya or something, or baka sing-competitive ko rin siya at gusto rin niya mauna. anyway, ayon, kasama ko siya. hehe. tapos tinutulungan niya ako pababa. he was holding my hand and i was holding on tight. manyak ka ba? yupyup! hehe. basta. a natural high on its own. tapos there was this girl who's so freakin' lampa. di naman siguro, siguro mahinhin lang siya or something (but WTF are you doing on those shoes that are 3 times bigger than your size??) pinabagal niya kami! pero blessing nga eh, kasi dahil sa kanya, di kami nakasunod sa maling trail kasi nakita namin yung isang mama sa kabayo at sinabi niya samin ang tamang daan. but that girl became better naman bandang huli, di na siya masyadong maarte nung si miss macaresa na ang tumutulong sa kanya. so nauhaw kami ni cara and being the users that we are, naghanap hanap kami ng jug ng iba (asa boys yung jug kasi kailangan daw yung girls ay may free hands) at siempre, sa cuteness ko ako nagtingin ng jug. he was carrying 2 jugs, one was empty and we didn't know who owned the other. so inoffer nalang niya ang kanyang tubig. waaaah! hehe. ang bait naman. medyo naubos nga namin ni cara eh. pero ayos lang. gentleman pala ah, eh di suffer.Ü

hay.. basta ayon, nakababa na kami at nakita ko na uli ang aking isa pang crush. haay. ang cute cute! hehe. putek, bakit ba kailangan ka pang maging mas bata??? anyway, sabi naman ni cara di naman siya mukang mas bata. di nga malalaman ni cara na hindi siya senior kung di ko pa sinabi. tapos sabi ni ruth, sa jeep daw pabalik, halu-halo na ang girls at ang boys. woohoo!!! the second best thing i've heard for the day (next to the sound of the waterfall). siempre special request ever nanaman ako. poor kids, asa seniors lahat ng gwapo! haha! actually tatlo lang naman sila, or baka di ko lang napansin ang iba. at nasa harap ko pa silang tatlo!! wahaha! pero dalawa lang ang crush ko. yun ang sinasabi ko kaninang heaven. sa jeep na naging sobrang obvious namin. di pa nahusto sa pagpaparinig ng "send to many", sabi ko pa, "Cuteness on the loose" eh katapat ko lang siya! hehe. tapos pinpicturan pa namin siya. tapos sabi ko pa kay cara, "ang cute cute talagang matulog ng mga taong magulo pag gising". at nung pinag-uusapan namin ang heaven, sabi ko, "if i'm not in heaven, kill me." wahaha! ang tigas mo ba?! ang lakas pala ng boses ko. hehe. who cares?! i have a new philosophy: There's no point in liking someone if you don't let him know. so ARAMIS! FRANZ! aylykyu! haha. there it was.

SOBRANG PINAG-SISISIHAN KO ANG HINDI PAGDADALA NG CAMERA. putek, ang low tech namin! nakakaasar! pero gaya nga ng sabi ni cara, "ok lang, nasa puso naman natin ang mga alaala" yeah right. hehe.

summary of this blog entry: YESTERDAY WAS ONE OF THE GREATEST DAYS OF MY LIFE.

Posted by juliecious at 08:09 PM as a favorite post | ayos ah.

kitchie nadal

Wag na wag mong sasabihin
Kitchie Nadal


May gusto ka bang sabihin
Ba't 'di mapakali
Ni hindi makatingin
Sana'y 'wag mo na itong palipasin
At subukang lutasin
Sana'y sinabi mo na

**Iba'ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin

Oh, 'wag na 'wag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo**

Ano man ang iyong akala
Na ako'y isang bituin
Na walang sasambahin
'Di ko man ito ipakita
Abot-langit ang daing
Sana'y sinabi mo na


repeat **

At sa gabi, sinong duduyan sa 'yo
At sa umaga, ang hangin ang hahaplos sa 'yo

Oh oh

ang gleng gleng naman. wala kaming teachers today. wow. the ideal class atmosphere. hehe. can't wait to go to batangas!!!

Posted by juliecious at 07:14 PM | ayos ah.

i will miss you

Dear Cielo

We annoyed each other constantly; said bad things behind each other’s back. We fought over the smallest things and saw each other’s smallest flaws. It is not seldom that we ruined each other’s day like it was some habit formed over time. Our points contradict like they were meant to do so and we clash like blood-thirsty football players (only prettier). The truth is, we are just so alike, so much so that our imperfections are reflected on each other. I guess you and I are just two individuals in conflict with ourselves (eww, deep.) and no matter how “BV-ed” we could get each other, ours is still a special relationship (twisted, but special). Yeah (Yvette-ish accent), we are a stick up each other’s ass, lump of fat on each other’s arteries, chunk of food stuck on each other’s throat. Yeah, we get to each other’s nerves… but (brace yourself, this is one cheesy statement) we got to each other’s heart first. I will miss you.

Posted by juliecious at 08:55 PM | 1 paid homage

i cannot stop smiling. help me

i'm too happy. kwento ko next time. basta. hehe. sobrang saya ko lang. sa sobrang saya ko, hindi man lang ako na-VB nung pumunta ako sa yfc meeting na tapos na. grabeh, nothing can ruin my day. i'm too happy. hehe. smilesmilesmilesmilesmilesss!!!!

next time nalang. sa ngayon...

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Posted by juliecious at 09:45 PM | ayos ah.

A LOT

hay. grabe, ang dami kong gustong isulat, kaya lang gusto ko with actions. hmph. pero ayos lang. words nalang. too bad i'm not a good writer. i'm just a good reader. *wink wink* hehe. grabeh, still can't get over that award. best reader? wahahaha. kung alam niyo lang ang ginawa ko sa julius caesar. ssshhh...

so, lets start with the unfortunate batangas incident (or the lack, thereof). well, i wasn't able to go. i don't want to elaborate. it pains me. really. i miss niggaG and fourone. ako pa naman yung parang sure na sure na pupunta. like, ako pa yung gumawa ng list sa blackboard ng "Batangas Gals" at ako pa ang first on the list... ako pa yung nagpupush ng cart namin (i love love love shopping, be it in a real mall or just in rustan's fresh) oh well, you can't stay depressed for too long.

like in all sad moments of my life (like in that blasted metrocon), something or someone (hihi, i love it when a "someone" is involved), turns up to make me all bright and chipper again. in this case... hihi. si aramis. the legendary aramis. yep yep, the friggin young aramis. deym. basta ayon, so thursday, BV ako dahil nga sa Batangas na yan, at sa kawalan ko ng energy to go to a decent salon and get a foot spa treatment. F it. nakabihis na ako at lahat, tapos biglang nanonood nanaman ako ng MTV at ayoko na tumayo. so ayon, until now, all that dirt from the farm visit is still in my toes... i know it's disgusting to read, but imagine the actual ickiness when you're me. the girl who values her nails much much much. point is, walang nagbrighten up ng day ko nung thursday. kahit sa YM walang tao. putek yan. pero ang kaisa-isang magandang bagay na naidulot ng hindi ko pag punta sa Batangas (and believe me, bawing bawi. hehe) ay naganap nung Friday. wall climbing activity namin sa JEC. yun lang talaga ang highlight ng aking boring sembreak (i know, but i'm not always this much of a loser who doesn't have anything to do on a sembreak. promise.) grabe, ang saya saya talaga. kahit na muntik ko nang awayin yung mga first year na kay tatatagal dumating. ngayon na nga lang ako early eh (which in julie jargon means at least 20 minutes late) tapos di pa sila dumating. sayang ang time. excited pa man din ako. pero yung jeep na sinasakyan ko ay iniwan na ang mga bata na late dahil ayoko talagang naghihintay. so when we arrived at power up, this guy who was like the manager or senior climber or whatever the hell he calls himself was all sungit on us. grabe. i found him hot pa naman (save for his being rather vertically challenged). he was very strict about the belaying which made me think back on my rappelling days (yeck, kala mo ang dami nun eh) when the belayer was not even properly trained. it made me cringe. katakot. pero ngayon, with the belaying equipment being one of the best in the world, i felt completely safe. so ayon, i climbed one of the 3 beginner's class walls. it was easy, and surprisingly, going back down was a more grueling experience for me. gawd, ang sakit ng keps ko. i don't know if there's something wrong with my harness, but i was really uncomfortable so pag baba ko, (with the normal force of the harness acting on my ass at an all time high) sobrang sakit talaga! hay, eh medyo mabagal pa man din magbaba yung girl belayers. si gali lang ang mabilis bilis ako binaba, kaya lang matagal siyang tinuruan (huwaw. he was belaying me, he didn't know how to get me down pala). so ayon. ang saya talaga. i climbed 2 walls completely and a lot of halfs, kasi feeling great ako sa ang bilis bilis ko sa umpisa at half-way up, pagod na pagod na ako. andon nga pala ang outdoors, at siempre, andon sa hotness aramis. ang bango bango niya! yun na yun eh, bawing bawi ang kanyang kabaklaan. ang friendly ko pala dun sa isang girl na nagcclimb din, kinausap ko siya, i asked her how long she's been climbing. she told me dati pa siya nagstart but she stopped. she did get to join a competition though. wow. gleng.

ang sarap ng feeling umakyat. grabeh. major high. literal.

Kaya mahal na mahal ko ang JEC eh

hay. i really had fun last friday. lagi na nga ako magwowall climbing. and ang mas masarap pa diyan, yung day after, when you're so sore at di ka makagalaw! ang sarap. masokista eh, naghahanap talaga ako ng sakit ng katawan. hanggang ngayon nga masakit pa rin ang mga braso ko. feeling sporty talaga.Ü

tapos kahapon pumunta kami sa bahay ni melai at nanood ng MGB. di siya nakakatakot actually, pero nung gabi na, shusme, hinaunt na ako ng lahat ng ghosts na napanood ko. hindi ako makatulog! sobra, di ko talaga kaya. naiisip ko yung sa fallen, at yung sa ninth gate (solid ako sa studio 23 eh) at siempre, yung MGB. sige na nga, pati wag kukurap. so ayon, late nanaman ako nagising at pagbangon ko, masakit ang katawan ko at nasusuka na ako sa gutom.

so there it is. nasabi ko na rin.

may naiisip nga pala akong motto nung isang araw when i thought of the people who really pissed me off.

Get hurt.

Get back.

isa pang maganda ngayong weekend pala ay ang return of the Gilmore Girls. actually last week pa eh, pero next week yung new season. huwaw, after a year? ayos yun ah. pero sobrang gusto ko ng Gilmore Girls. tapos valedictorian si Rory. woohoo! gusto ko ring maging valedictorian. gusto ng special robe. ang babaw ko nga raw eh. pero gusto ko talaga may robe. pero wala naman kaming toga. hmph. bala na nga. i guess it would just be nice to have a really great award on my graduation day. but i made decisions that didn't quite fit that picture. i didn't do my best academically, but i had fun. and that's what matters. sana lang talaga nagexert ako kahit na mga half of my best (is that even grammatically correct?)

oo nga pala ulit, pahabol. ang gleng gleng ko naman. i'm so proud of myself. ang tatag ko! hindi ako masyadong nasaktan sa pagkakalagay ng kamay ko sa electric fan. akala ko nga walang sugat eh, pero nakita ko na ang aking laman. ewww. tawa pa ako ng tawa kasi di ako makapaniwala sa katangahan ko. pero now that it's healed (i.e. may scab na) it doesn't look so serious anymore.

Posted by juliecious at 01:01 PM | ayos ah.