QUEENLY THOUGHTS.

awww...

wow. my newest recruit. Justine Lucas. who would've thought that i could convert this sweet innocent girl to my kind? hehe. during club time, we were talking about cheating guys and stuff like that. Christine Bongar and Tin gurl were all sad about it. then i told them what i tell every girl in pain. It's not worth it. see, the fact that he cheated on you meant he had no respect for your relationship. and his "I love you's" are not real at all. i mean why would you believe that anyway? hehe. and girls are forced to accept the "fact" that even if the guy really liked you, he just has to have another girl by him. now that's just twisted. that stupid behavior cannot be justified by "tradition" and "human (more like man) nature". yeah, forgiving is nice. forgive him, but do not, i repeat, DO NOT take him back. God, I hope i don't swallow these things i'm saying when time comes.

I remember a friend telling me that i just say this because i'm not faced with the actual situation. well that's exactly why you should take my advice. the judgement of the people outside the relationship are not clouded by the emotions within it. so we get to make unbiased (yeah right) and objective opinions.

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grabeh! philo nanaman kami kanina! yoko na. hehe. di talaga siya bagay sakin. hindi talaga ako deep. you know, i like to keep things simple. ayos na sakin yung "nakagisnang katotohanan". really, why would you want to complicate the simple stuff? pero in fairness, first time ever ko magrecite sa philo kanina. woohoo! ten claps for me! (uh-huh). ang haba naman kasi ng mga articles na dapat basahin, tapos one time, we had to read a long, and i mean looooonnnggg article which was extremely tagalog. di ako conio noh, pero major hirap lang nya intindihin kasi ang deep ng tagalog niya. tipong pang talasalitaan sa Filipino. major struggle. tapos hindi ko talaga masubmit yung requirements on time! i always, always forget. i've never submitted anything on time. i hate that. but what can i do? yeah, a lot. but i'm too lazy for that.

grabeh toh ah, long test pa namin sa trigo bukas at di pa ako nagaaral. TIME CHECK- 8:38 pm. nakakatamad eh sobra. gusto ko pa naman maperfect yung LT. yeah right, asa ka pa. ewan ko ba, sobrang ikli na ng attention span ko ngayon. di na ako makaintindi. hirap talaga ako. masyadong nakakaengganyo ang ibang bagay. i'm so tired of school. but i want to stay here nonetheless. MC is my comfort zone.. can't imagine myself someplace else, except perhaps UP.Ü

Posted by juliecious at 09:40 PM | 1 paid homage

I'm not an UAAP virgin anymore

woohoo! it was my first time ever to watch a UAAP basketball game live. thanks JB for that. grabeh, Ateneo lost. kampi pa man din ako sa kanila. tsk, tsk. bad vibes. oh well. tutal gusto ko naman mag-aral sa UP. tsss... na-hurt lang talaga ako to see the Ateneo players hurting. haha. it doesn't sound like me at all.

i had an exhausting day. major. like, i started it with a CAT meeting. dang. we marched and "tikas-ed" and all the other military stuff. tss... not that i'm all weak, i'm tough too. i didn't even perspire. but i was so tired. i can't do much work for a very long time. and fifty minutes of CAT is long. thank God i didn't continue my CAT training, because if i became an officer, gawd, imagine what would've happened to me. God has His ways talaga.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY TRUE FRIEND CORINNA MAE CARAG

and she doesn't like me calling her Corinna, she wants to be called Kuy. but Corinna's too nice a name to waste. Ako nga, gusto kong tinatawag ako ng full name ko. or Francesca, or Reyes. para maiba naman. basta. gusto ko tinatawag ako.

hay, tapos long test sa math. musta naman yan. sablay ako sa directions. dalawa yung namali kong items dahil hindi ko initindi yung directions. madali pa man din sana. pero siguro kasi unfair kung mataas ang makukuha ko dun. oh well.

tapos THEME WRITING SA ENGLISH. kung nabasa niyo ang aking past entries, you'd know how much i hate theme writing. i hate it when thoughts are forced out of my head. it just doesn't work that way. pero this time, excited ako magsulat dahil gusto ko ang isusulat ko. nako, kung ang pag-uusapan rin lang ay woman empowerment, super game ako. kaya ang "admirable woman" ko was EVITA PERON. wow. i just adore her. there's just one thing that bothers me about her. she loves her husband too much. did you guys know that her husband might have killed her? well not intentionally, but he might've given her Vaginal warts (classmates, remember human papilloma virus?) which led to cervical cancer. tsk.

I WANT TO BE A FIRST LADY.

or better yet, be the president myself. basta i will become super powerful one day. but don't worry, i won't forget you guys.Ü

hay, this day is so inspiring. i just can't stop smiling. i'm going to memorize the desiderata na nga.

Posted by juliecious at 09:49 PM | ayos ah.

JULIE facts you can't resist! haha

I am very happy today. actually, all this week. i'm afraid i might have a miserable time next week because that's how it usually works for me. tsss. oh well. I LOVE BASKETBALL. I played basketball at the xavierville 1 court with JB, Gabo, Cara, Abe, Clara and Diane kanina. it was so fun! i can't shoot though because Gabo says the basket has a problem. ang saya talaga. we just kept on laughing because we couldn't see the ball. it was so friggin dark. they didn't even turn the lights on. musta naman ang kadamutan natin diyan???

Trigo. for some reason, i'm starting to like it. i just hate discussions. i'd rather take a test for the whole period than to sit and listen to sir jay. but sir jay is adorable. haha. may alam ako sayo sir, wag mo akong tatablahin. hehe. Physics. argh. i don't know. i just can't get myself to listen.

naku CL. musta naman ang galit ni Miss Boots? pero at least na-trigger non ang muling pagbabalik ng shot-gun-stand-up-forever recitation namin. sorry classmates, pero gusto ko yun. ang exciting. you never know what happens to you and your butt after the period. fun! it puts some much needed spunk to the boring CL class. sorry. just being honest here. tapos music! grabe, di ko talaga magawa yung song namin. kawawa naman yung groupmates ko, ako pa yung leader nila. poor kids. in english, we had this personality test thing. i don't really believe in psychological guages that aren't facilitated by actual psychologists. i got orange, adventurous daw. ang tumama lang talaga ay ang irresponsible and competitive. true, true. i'm very competitive. but i don't compete with the obvious people. i compete with the hidden talents. the people i believe are truly smart, kulang nalang ang push to exel.

hay... so di ko rin natiis, gusto ko na rin nitong "bold truth thing". kahit na wala naman talaga sigurong patient enough to read the whole list, i'd still love to work on it. nice. ang saya.

BOLD TRUTH THING FROM ALL BLOGS

01. My hair is still its natural color.
02. I have yet to lose my phone-virginity. (what does this mean?)
03. I get annoyed when I don't get to finish telling a story.(I get annoyed by a lot of things)
04. I like to wear pink.(it's my favorite color, but it doesn't flatter me)
05. Sometimes, I wish I could do something really, really amazingly well.(who doesn't?)
06. I drink a lot of water.
07. I've never taken a hit of a cigarette.
08. I like music boys.(no, never. sporty is more like it)
09. I'm such a health freak.
10. I love taking pictures. (a lot could testify)
11. I have really tiny wrists.
12. I can identify some close friends by smell.
13. I'm far too nice.
14. I hate it when people confuse "your" and "you're."
15. I think dorkiness is attractive.
16. I've never had a fake screen name.(i'm a queen, don't you think?)
17. I wish I had a pug.
18. I miss middle school. Less homework!
19. I have pretty good eating habits.
20. I have a hard time making up my mind sometimes.
21. I wish my hair naturally curled. (sobra!!!)
22. I can't live without chapstick.
23. I wish I could sing.
I like classical music. Piano pieces are usually very soothing. I also dig the violin and cello. Very dramatic.
25. Striped pants are hot.
26. I think Schylar is a really cool name.
27. I usually don't get sarcasm.
28. I wish I could look in a mirror and constantly be satisfied with myself.
29. I shift between being sleepy and awake when I'm really tired.
30. I hardly ever vacuum.(CLEANING IS NOT MY THING)
I hate racism and Nazis.
32. I want someone to hold me.(WTF?!)
I like watermelon flavored things.
I'm a snob about grammar.(pero depende din sa tao)
35. I am a terrible liar.(I'm a great liar. abe, testify!)
36. Axe deodorant smells WONDERFUL.(eww, boys trying to be men.)
37. I wish I knew how to speak in Italian.(and a lot of other languages)
38. I tried to kiss a member of the opposite sex when I was in kindergarten.
39. I am learning to be happy wherever I am.
40. I have no idea what my school musical is about.
41. I appreciate honesty.(sobra, even if it's hurtful)
42. I need a manicure.
43. I love Dr. Pepper.
44. I twirl my hair.(a lot, it's annoying.)
45. I love kissing. (just beso)
46. I don't own a cell phone.
47. I want to learn to play harp.
48. I'm not old enough to vote. (even if i'm 28, i'd still be not old enough to accept the stupid government that awaits.)
49. I live in the past far too much.
50. I need to remember to be a teenager sometimes.
51. I want to see most of the world.
52. Sometimes I wonder what's going on over in London.
53. I hate being lied to unnecessarily.
54. I believe in a thing called love. (tsss.. motherly ok pa)
55. I go shopping usually once a week.
56. Today is Wednesday.
57. I've read more than a hundred books.
58. I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. (i hate, hate a little bit. sorry. not an acoustic fan)
59. I like feet.
60. I like getting compliments.(it gets me to be nice. well, sometimes)
61. I want the world to see me.(kinda cheezy, but yeah.)
62. I think it's funny when girls wear so much makeup that their faces become incandescent. (they want to look that way, it's alright with me)
63. I hate seeing kids that think they're different because they like Slipknot and shop at Hot Topic.(i have no idea what that was about)
64. I have a fear of wearing too much perfume.
65. I wear pants more than I wear shorts.
66. I am tactful most of the time. (tsss. haha.)
67. I'm afraid of spiders. More than death!(OA ah)
68. I get too attached to some people (the problem with me is that im too detached.)
69. I'm usually on time.(haha.Ü)
70. I forgive, but I don't forget.(my memory's too good)
71. I think way too much for my own good.
72. My current relationship is teaching me a lot.
73. I like salads from McDonald's. (no salads there)
74. I read for at least two hours every night before bed.
75. I talk to a lot of people I don't like because I hate being rude. (if i don't like you, i don't even look at you. *except...*)
76. I talk to myself in the shower.
77. Laughing turns me on.(coz i hate crying in public. gawd.)
78. I wish I were asleep.
79. I love Reese's Peanut Butter Cups.
80. I never have enough energy to do what I'm doing.
81. I have a friend who has an outtie belly button.
82. I have driven a car.(well, it doesn't have to leave the garage right?)
83. There is no nail polish on my nails.
84. I am unafraid to change, but I don't think I realize the boundary between change and utter transformation.
85. I wear brown, thin-rimmed glasses.
86. Good-byes make me sad. (just uncomfortable)
87. Cold Stone is so much better than Baskin Robbins.
88. I love cuddling.
89. I run when I'm bored. (i sleep)
90. I wish I were more attractive to others.
91. I worry too much sometimes about what people think.
92. I'm a billion times better than I was in middle school.
93. Compliments make me happy.
. I like long car rides with certain people. (people who sleep)
95. I hate when people incorrectly label me.
96. I wonder a lot who I'm going to end up marrying.
97. I listen to the things no one else cares about.
98. I can't draw from imagination.
99. TyPiNg LIeK diS anNoyes mEeeh. (tsss, what's the point? i hate "po's" too.)
100. I'm in denial at the moment. (I'm not pretty, i'm not pretty...haha.Ü)
101. I have issues with the subject of commitment.
102. I'm a girl.(more than you think)
103. I hate makeup. (love it)
104. I prefer music over books. (i prefer magazines)
105. I used to play an instrument. (still do=piano)
106. I have dark brown eyes.
107. I am on YM entirely too much.(gawd, i'm addicted. didn't skip a day this week)
108. I think everyone is a psycho.
109. I want to do something in the medical business.M
110. I can't lick my elbow.
111. Stars are awesome.
112. I don't wear contacts.
113. I don't know my natural hair color.
114. I really have no life.
115. I am cool. (no, i'm HOT.Ü)
116. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (i'm fairly consistent with my evil-doings)
117. There is a really cool-looking dog with a bone in its mouth on my keyboard.
118. I have a lot to learn.(don't we all?)
119. I have a dog.
120. I bet I won't move very far away.
121. I've broken a bone.
122. I have secrets.
123. I hate snow.
124. I have cried during a movie. (just after, when no everybody's gone)
125. Subway cookies rock.
126. I don't have glasses on right now.(just contacts)
127. I eat too much.
128. I just ate yogurt.
129. I am far more ordinary than you might think.
130. I like ABC family.
131. I didn't even know there was a girl in my class named Patricia.
132. I don't always need what I think I need.
133. I have asthma.
134. Tom Delonge is one hot mother f-er.
135. I'm currently watching "7th Heaven".
136. I cried all the time when I was little.(i was actually scary)
17. I am alive.(very much)
138. Lollipops are cool.(i prefer gum)
139. I haven't used a regular pencil for a long time.(haven't used pencil for a long time)
140. I like comedy movies.
141. Koosh balls are awesome.
142. I don't have online buddies.
143. My hands are always warm.(and dry. it's a gift.)
144. I like "Taking Back Sunday"!
145. I'm not a panda.
146. I'm not very patriotic.
147. I'd like to fluently speak another language.
148. I spend too much time on the computer.
149. I have too much crap on my desk.
150. I'm in love.
151. My friends are one of the most important people in my life.
152. I'd like to be more original.
153. I've lied.
154. I don't like Xangas that disable right-clicking.(i'm a cyber thief)
155. I'm a reasonable person.(but it's hard to argue with me, i backstab.)
156. I wonder what happens when you die.(a scary lot, actually.)
157. I should hang up my one picture.
158. I want to hug you.
159. I can't WAIT until "I Love the 90s" on VH1.
160. I am wearing shorts.
161. I'm broke! (i realized i didn't have enough money to buy even that cheap chips delight cookies!)
162. I'm a little selfish at times.
163. I hate going to class. (but i like being with my classmates)
164. Christmas is fun.(but it's also depressing)
165. I'm 5'6" or so.
166. I sometimes tend to be very antisocial.(especially if i don't like the crowd)
167. I don't have contacts.
168. I watch TV or listen to music before I go to sleep.
169. Blue is an awesome color.
170. So is green!
171. I hate pink.
172. I'm not so innocent.
173. I want to be somewhere else right now.(i want to be in argentina)
174. Cherry Coke rocks!(eww.)
175. I don't like bugs.(they can kill me)
176. I have a pink mouse pad.
177. I like guys who are funny.(yoko lang ng ksp)
178. I've been talking too much.(it's getting me to trouble)
179. Mmm, Pringles.
180. My sister has her music too loud.
181. I am going grocery shopping with my mom today.
182. I can't wait for next summer.
183. You make me so nervous.
184. I wish I could travel more.
185. I have never seen a "Harry Potter" movie. (i haven't watched prisoner of azkaban! argh!)
186. I need to practice not being so shy.
187. My belly button itches.
188. I have a lot of scars because I am very accident prone and I tripped a lot as a kid.(i have lots of scars because i'm very mosquito-prone)
189. Did you hear he fucked her?
190. I'm generally happy.(i may not look like it, but i am)
191. I like to find good music.
192. I miss being a kid.(CSC rocks!)
193. I like cheese.
194. I have a best friend(s).
195. I am very lazy.
196. I'm trying to think of facts right now.
197. I hate thunder.
198. I laugh at things people don't think are funny.(like pain. kidding.Ü)
199. I need to go to more concerts. (i'd rather watch MTV)
200. This took too long. Longer than you can imagine. (32 minutes to be exact. not really that long)

Posted by juliecious at 11:20 PM | ayos ah.

i'm still happy

hell i am. sobrang sakit ng katawan ko. my shoulders hurt. my balakang hurts. may love-handles hurt. my entire back hurts. may knees hurt. my teeth hurt.

bakit? because i played basketball last friday and yesterday morning. ang sakit pala. kahit na sobrang bano ko, ganon pa rin pala yung amount of pain na kailangan i-bear. damn. pero ayos lang. mas take ko pa yung sobrang sakit kesa yung isa pang effect sakin ng basketball. UMITIM AKO. asar. kahit na sabi nila hindi naman daw, yung psychological effect gets to you! tapos yung maiisip mong baka magka-skin cancer ka, or worse, pre-mature wrinkles! hehe. maarte na kung maarte. eh sa ganon eh.

pero sobrang saya ko pa rin kahapon. basta secret na kung bakit. haha. sobrang funny. i wish i could write it here, but i can't. i was sworn to secrecy. nyaha.

anyway. naaasar ako sa mga taong naaasar sa mga taong nagmemake-up. eh sa gusto namin eh. they think it's all about getting pretty for the boys, pero in truth, some of us do it for the pleasure we get from fixing ourselves and getting all made-up. pati yung mga nag-d-diet. eh ano ba kung gusto nilang pumayat?! tapos yung ibang tao sinasabi mas gusto raw naman ng boys ng may "laman" so bakit pa mag-d-diet, pero in defense of Pam S and all the other dieters out there, hindi naman boys ang dahilan ng pagpapayat nila eh! pwede ba, magtigil. don't blow up your egos with the thought of all the "hard work" girls do just to be more attractive. tsss. yung mga ganon ang pag-iisip ang talagang mas focused on getting the opposite sex's attention. tsss. grabeh. naaasar talaga ako. bakit yung ibang tibo, (and by that i mean the "new age" tomboy) nagpapaganda pa rin? pwede ba ha. tigilan niyo ako. dahil dito, mas gusto ko tuloy bumili ng bumili ng sobrang daming make-up at pakapalin ang mukha ko with layers upon layers of beauty bar products. shoot me, i'm the QUEEN. and don't think i want to have "laman" for the "boys" because of my new "fatten me" program. i want curvy legs for skirts, ok?! i want skirts because i want to feel like a model. end of discussion.

anyway. tinry ko panoorin yung "Out" na show sa channel seven. sa totoo lang, i'm not against it at all. people have the option not to watch it, so why try to ban it? all this stupid censorship caters to the "conservative" people who are actually hypocrites that try to cover up their own shit by getting all saintly on the trivial stuff. pulease. it's not encouraging homosexuals to engage in homosexual activities, and really, that is the only sin they could commit. yes, they are abnormal (sorry, but i can really give them that), in the sense that they are not what the conventional society would produce or expect, but they aren't evil either. being gay is not something to be proud of, but it's not something that straight people could condemn them for, either. I congratulate channel seven for finding gay people who are not as noisy as other homosexuals (this "noise" is what irritates straight people). they got the more intellectual ones that could handle themselves well on camera. the gay woman (the model) was even a valedictorian in grade school. and the gay man was from UP. that's quite an accomplishment for people who often face criticizm from homophobes. Go gay!

I just like to clear something up. the term gay not only refers to the homosexual male. it also means homosexual girl (the lesbian). and if i remember correctly, the word gay is an adjective, so why do people say "gays"? as far as i know, adjectives don't have a plural form (in english, that is. spanish has both plural and singular forms for adjectives as well as their article). i know it's all KIA-ish (JB's term, know-it-all), but it could get quite irritating to hear over and over from other people's mouths. again, shoot me. i pay attention in english class. (hehe. you know what i mean.Ü)

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hay. ang pangit ng feeling. hindi tuloy ako nag-communion kanina kasi sobrang pangit ng feeling ko about myself and our country. (eww. deep.) kasi naman, nagmass ako kanina tapos yung katabi ko parang, siguro sabihin nalang natin typical Filipino family. tapos medyo nga amoy aso, tapos nagguilty ako kasi parang ang sama ko for thinking that (i.e. the thought i had). basta. ayoko na idescribe. bwisit pa man din ako sa mga elitista. pwede ba ha, magtigil sila.

tapos yun, parang naiinis ako sa sarili ko for feeling that way (basta certain way) about them. sobrang pangit ng feeling ko about it. (i know it's getting malabo, and it's not gonna get better.) tapos nung "the Lord's prayer" na (hehe, hindi na "Our Father" ang tawag ko. 'stig, growth.) yung mga tao, hindi sila nag-hohold hands. diba dapat ganon yun? ang malala pa nun, ako rin hindi ko yun ginawa. kasi parang yung pride ko sobrang taas to offer my hand to whoever was beside me kasi baka he/she doesn't want to hold hands either. diba? basta. you know the things you do even if you know they're not right. then came the infamous peace be with you part, where we are "required" to greet each other with peace. eh yun, mahirap yun for me dahil nga hindi ako friendly (syempre except sa school, where that part is infamous and notorious). ang funny, 'cause the people were greeting each other but they weren't even looking each other in the eye nor smiling at each other (not even a small, forced smile). of course, ako rin ganon. basta ang pangit.

so siempre feeling evil all over na ako at that time, so di na ako nag-communion.

ayos na ako eh, until may nangyari paglabas ko sa church. bumibili ako ng kikiam (like i always do) tapos while i was waiting for it to get cooked, may isang nanay na bumili rin, and the kid she was with was so freakin' bastos, i wanted to ruin her disgusting hair (not that it needed my help, it was so bad even without my hands getting the work done). sobrang brat! tipong tinulak ako aside, kasi gusto niya makita yung fishballs. AYOKO TALAGANG TINUTULAK AKO. gawd. tapos naapakan pa niya yung paa ko! sobrang sensitive ko sa paa ko! grabe, sobrang strike siya sakin. sarap dagukan! naiinis ako sa nanay niya, kasi alam mo yung mga taong "may pinag-aralan" sila pa yung sobrang bwisit! naaasar ako sa kanila. sobrang walang breeding. like the basic things aren't done in them. it's so friggin' stupid.

you still can't wipe the smile off my face. I am still happy.Ü

Posted by juliecious at 07:55 PM | ayos ah.

angels...

i like angels. so here's another "angel song" entitled, well, angel


THE CORRS LYRICS

"Angel"

She lived like she knew nothing lasts
Didn't care to look like anyone else
And she was beautiful, so beautiful
I still hear her laugh like she's here

Shower it down on all the young
It isn't so wrong to have such fun

Forever angel
I hope they love yo like we do
Forever angel
I'll be proud to be like you
Be like you
(I'll be proud to be like you)

Does the sun shine up at you when you are looking down?
Do you get along with the others around?

It's got to be better than before
You don't need to worry now you're gone

Forever angel
I hope they love yo like we do
Forever angel
I'll be proud to be like you
Be like you
Just like you

And when i go to sleep at night
I'll thank you for each blessed thing sorrounding me
For every fall I'll ever break
Each moment`s breath I wanna taste
Confidence and conscience
Decadent extravagance
Never ending providence
For loving when I had teh chance

Forever angel
I hope they love yo like we do
Forever angel
I'll be proud to be like you
Forever angel
I'll be proud to be like you
Forever angel
I'll be proud to be like you

and there's another kind of "angel" in the pictures

Posted by juliecious at 08:50 PM | 1 paid homage

B.A.S.K.E.T.B.A.L.L.

This is so low. For the first time in 10 years, I took a test na sobrang wala, and I repeat, WALA akong alam. 10 years ago nangyari yon sa music. Tsss. Ngayon sa physics!!! Sobrang funny, kasi ikot ng ikot yung teacher ko tapos tinitignan niya yung paper ko, tapos puro scribbles lang ang laman. Eh ni wala nga akong alam na formula eh. so ano naman ang gusto niyang ilagay ko dun??? Tapos parang yung katabi ko, “hmm… that was easy.” Tsss. Bad vibes. Kidding babes, (ia) you know I labyah!

But that’s not the low part. Ang low part ay ang ginagawa ko ngayon. I’m googling for the physics formulas. I don’t trust the book. too much humor is definitely a screw-up. ewww… nerd. Nandidiri ako. pero at lest nag-uumeffort akong matuto… unlike some people I know (shout out to JB)… kasi naman. If you know you’re not good at something, don’t accept it nalang… make an effort kahit onti so as not to embarrass yourself (and some other people along the way). Hay. Effort naman diyan.

Tagal ko ring di nagblog. Pero ang highlight lang naman ng buong week ko ay… BASKETBALL!!! Grabe, I love basketball. I even made a stupid cheer for my team, the PINK MAROONS… it goes…

We shake it… we shoot it… we own the court so beat it! haha. Stupid.

thanks to my dear tinyweenie for my picture. you're the best! kidding dear... we both know who the best really is.Ü *ahem*

Posted by juliecious at 11:13 PM | ayos ah.

scary. yoko na.

haay... didn't have a chance to write about this one last time because (99). hehe. anyway.

I watched "God Send" with my nwebabes last Thursday (Thursday is the new Friday). the movie was scary... (little kids are the scariest.) gawd. it reinforces my inherent dislike of kids. i mean, he was a psychopath at age 9? WTF?! but of course that's just in the movies. pero i've read about these 2 kids who killed their dad with a hammer(?) and burned down their house while their dad was still there. the older kid was mad at his dad about not letting him see his boyfriend (a disgusting pedophile) so in retaliation, he killed him. nice. he did that at 12 years old. imagine what he'd be capable of when he's old enough to legally handle deadly weapons. wow. and when they were asked for their statement, they casually narrated the whole incident without guilt. wow... this one's for real. i read it when they were already on trial. and the kids were kinda cute. give the older one 4 years and he'd be a total hottie.

But this is the scarier part... for this i need to show our seating arrangement:

screen
left column of seats center- anj maika nina me gorj right- guy

Gorj tugged my sleeves and told me she was scared. i asked her why, i thought it was because of the movie. but she told me that this guy has been staring at us from afar. ka-row namin yung guy but he was around 10 seats away (cinema seats, really close together). there was no one between him and Gorj so Gorj could really see him. she glanced at him 3 times, and at all three, he was looking. sobrang titig daw, yung malaki pa yung mata. sinabi namin kay nina tapos sabi niya nakita din daw niya. so takot na takot na kami ni Gorj (with all scary assumptions in our heads). we decided to move beside anj, so si nina na yung walang katabi. tapos nakatingin talaga! even anj saw him. his head was turned 90 degrees from the screen because he was just facing us. OM. di ko na tinignan. natatakot ako eh. gusto pa nga ni Gorj na umalis nalang kami. hello, sayang naman yung bayad. hehe. so we stayed. i even told Gorj we could just tell the guard nalang. pero di na rin. the movie was too engrossing na at that point. thank God he left mid-movie. but that was scarier still, because we didn't know where he was na.

But obviously, i'm still alive and typin'. thank God.

Posted by juliecious at 09:29 AM | 1 paid homage

legacy for life

wow. grabe, business people are soooo good in convincing others to invest in whatever. i cannot believe i was one to fall for that. oh well.

the thing is, they've answered all my questions and cleared my doubts about legacy. first, i was looking for the source of income of the compnay because if they have no apparent legal source of income, then they'd probably be a scam. they answered that quite perfectly. then i asked about the security, they have the government's approval. i asked about the lucrativeness and the liquidity (haha, new and improved business vocab) of the business, and those were answered too. wow. it's almost too good to be true.

then i was presented with the living proof that legacy is indeed lucrative. TONI. he's only been with legacy for 8 months (if memory serves) and he's already got 2 cars. and not just your average everyday car... he's got the 2004 lancer AND a ford expedition. next month, he'll be buying another car and he's choosing between a BMW or a F150... and he's only 21!!! wow. talk about rich. he hasn't even been out of school yet!

i wish i had 9,800 right now.

Posted by juliecious at 08:27 PM | 1 paid homage

the quiz says i'm brooding. worse, i'm a princess.

it says i'm the princess in the tale of the princess and the pea. how utterly stupid. i am not a princess, i don't want to be one. and i had to be the worst princess of all??? the one with the sensitive bum? WTF?! anyway, it's my acet on sunday afternoon and i'm not really nervous. i just want to get it over with. i'm still bruised up by the whole upcat tragedy. oh well. i am brooding right?

and like, half of the class was absent. on a larger scale, half of the batch was absent. our class had 2 pages of absentees in our attendance sheet. kewl. but there i was, ever present. and i got my first ever perfect score in physics! whoohoo!!! cheers to me! i finally got physics. and i'm going to conquer it. ikakasa ko na ito.

i haven't really been blogging much because i went back to my old habit of filling up the pages of my planner with the day's events.. tralala. yoko na.

i'm a princess. something's gone terribly wrong.





I am the princess (...with a pea)!

Find your fairy tale character at kelly.moranweb.com.






I am absolutely brooding!

Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.

Posted by juliecious at 08:42 PM | ayos ah.

he is hotness personified

haaay... sana manalo sina Brandon and Nicole sa "The Amazing Race 5"... ang hot kasi ni Brandon eh. wow. nahihilig na ako sa mga kulot. wala lang. kasi ang hot ng pagkatangkad niya pero di siya patpatin. religious pa. huwaw. what more could you ask for? BV nga lang yung gf niya. haaay... feeling ko ganon ako pag nagka-hot-and-patient-boyfriend. sobrang abuso aabutin. mostly verbal, pero malimit din ang physical.

you guys might think i'm a cocky bitch for saying this, but i'm not that anxious about the acet, at least not as much as i was (ro still am) for the UPCAT. ateneo is not all that for me, UP is. so God help me! the acet wasn't even that hard for me, because i'm not scared of what might happen. for me, it's just a rite of passage. but i still want to pass, sayang naman ang 500 ko. pero God, UP please!!! siguro ang pathetic ko na, well, ganon talaga. paminsanminsan na nga lang akong maging passionate about something eh. hay... grabeh.

ano pa ba.. kadiri yung kadiagonal ko. (bakit ba puro genius yung mga kadiagonal ko lagi?) hay... he was done with the math part when i was just half way through. freak. hehe. kidding. hay, tapos ito pang lecheng survivor na ito, dinidiscriminate ang kababaihan. you are so not civilized. shame, shame. the girls weren't allowed to participate in the tribal ritual because, well, they are women. pero ayos na rin sigurong magkahiwalay ang girls sa boys. let's face it, boys are physically stronger than girls, but physical strength isn't enough to get you through survivor. you have to be smart too. and WOMEN ARE SMART. yes, we can get emotional at times (no, not we. they...) but the beauty of it is that you never know if we're really hurt (or happy, or angry, or whatever emotion we might express...) or we're just playing you. most of the time, we're just playing you. funny, guys scramble over being a gentleman. that's where our edge is. in your gallant efforts to be knights in shining armor(s) (which in my opinion is just a great cover up for your egoistic intentions) we get to play you and use you to our advantage. gurrreattt!!! women could be conniving. no, i think we are really smart and cunning by nature. woohoo! go girls!!!!!!!!

Posted by juliecious at 09:17 PM | ayos ah.

feeling the UP vibe

huwaw. UPng UP na kami ni Cara!!! kanina, sabay kaming nagjeep, taking the UP route. ayos! nakauwi kami, safe and sound. woohooo.

tapos yung dalawang tao sa jeep (sa passenger seat) naguusap sila, and as always, i was eavesdropping. so ayon, ang ganda ng kanilang conversation. very UP-ish.Ü hay.

OO nga pala, we (the gorgeous pink maroons) finally faced the inevitable inevitable. hehe. double talaga for much needed emphasis.

WE LOST TO THE WHITE RABBITS

well it was a humbling experience. besides, if there was a price for being the most enthusiastic or most "effort-full"(such word???) team, it would be awarded to us, hands down. wala, sorry. that i could give us. effort talaga. hehe. i mean, we practiced a lot, we dyed our shirts, we used sink screen and all the other stuff for our names and numbers... we had color coordinated shoe laces, and i even made two cheers, complete with choreography. too bad we didn't get to use them. oh well.

ang masakit pa non, it's almost a sure thing that we'd be in fourth place. kasi naman, kalaban ba naman namin ang orange. huwaw. they are like the best team. OM! parang naiisp ko na bigla! kasi ang goal talaga namin before was to go up against the orange team, at ang problema namin ay baka di naman kami umabot sa finals. aba, God works in mysterious ways talaga. makakalaban nga namin sila! and we need not worry about getting to the finals. God brought them down for us. hehe. ayos! at least we get to play Abe's team.

we met Bries' boyfriend kanina. no, not the obsessed pikoy, this one's from Claret. his name's Mike. he's alright. he better be. lagot siya sa Nigga G if ever.

hay, i better start reading Julius Caesar... asar naman. di ko nga kayang magbasa ng isang Hrr, dalawa pa toh! huwaw. amazing. simply amazing. smart. weh corny.

ay oo nga pala, sobrang naaadik ako ngayon sa taglines and pickup lines and sarcastic, rude and bitchy quotes. sobrang ayos nila!

ay oo nga pala ulit. di ako ininvite ni TONI sa birthday ng anak niya!!! asar, kasi di pa niya ako downline eh. hehe. legacy talaga oo...

ay oo nga pala! joke lang. gusto ko lang tatlong beses.

Posted by juliecious at 07:23 PM | ayos ah.

i am sick

i am so sick. sinisipon ako. the worst sickness i could ever have. sobrang ayaw ko ng sipon. mas gusto ko pa ng migraine, or ubo, or sprain. whatever. wag lang sipon. and yet, i get it almost every month. damn.

i am so sick. i stayed at home on a friday and a saturday night. huwaw. and i've already planned a super busy weekend, which of course i didn't have because of my colds. i was supposed to do all these stuff... but no, i am too sick to do them.

i am so sick. i can't even remember yesterday. i woke up at 10:30 pm, slept again from 1-4, slept again from 4-6 so i really didn't have much to remember, given that most people don't remember their dreams. i am most people.

i am so sick. i hate my medicine. it reminds me of a person i used to know. big and useless. i've had four of those big yellow "caplets" and still no progress. i am still so sick. and my ulcers are acting up because of all that medication.

i am so sick. i always get sick and ruin my vocal cords right before an important music practical test. wow. fate nga naman. i can't speak audibly, great. just when i have to ace an oral test.

i am so sick. i think i'm going to sleep now.

Posted by juliecious at 10:09 AM | ayos ah.

I AM HAPPY

never mind the stupid english oral test

never mind my dry eyes (if you don't wear contacts, you won't understand)

never mind my disgusting frog-voice

never mind my the disgusting mark of a terrible flu (my flaky nose. with all that tissue rubbing, the skin came off.)

never mind my sore throat

never mind my inevitable destruction (physics lt tomorrow and i'm online, blogging, chatting, making george's palanca)

never mind my inevitable destruction part 2 (i haven't even gone past my soliloquy in english which is just in scene I.vi)

never mind my inevitable destruction part 3 (music)

never mind the mental count down for my internet card credit

never mind the fact that's it's just 88 days before christmas and still haven't got money

never mind THE

never mind econ

never mind my lack of load (pains me, truly)

I AM STILL HAPPY.

happy retreat gorj!!! ganda ng palanca ko sayo!

jollibee should've never changed the name of their spaghetti to spaghetti special. jolly spaghetti sounds a hell lot better and, well, jollier.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIANNA CARMINA PONCE-ENRILE ACHACOSO

Posted by juliecious at 08:56 PM | ayos ah.