but i am
very happy. ay hindi, giddy lang pala. i can't be happy knowing that pam's leaving... aww! haha. no but seriously, i'm going to miss her (hi pam!!!)
so anyway, i'm going to write about what happened the entire time i wasn't able to blog (kala mo importante eh)...
thursday: Rej's debut
wow, rej has lots of fun college friends. most of them are gay, which contributes greatly to the reason why they're fun. gay people are fun.

her debut was simple and casual which is why i felt comfortable even if there were only 3 of us from her miriam grade school friends. i ate a lot. soooobrang dami, i can't even begin to explain how full i felt after committing serious gluttony. after two rounds (which didn't have enough rest time in between), nakakain ako ng 5 pirasong manok, isang platong kanin, pork meatballs at something that looked like pancit. after that, diane and i decided that we have to pace ourselves so we stopped for a while to make way for halo halo. so there, i had a glass of halo halo and i could barely stand after that. oh and by the way, i had 4 glasses of iced tea (for a person who doesn't usually drink iced tea, that's a lot). grabe, kung nakakamatay ang kabusugan, i would've killed myself 10 times over. you should've seen my tummy. you'd laugh your tonsils out. and gawd, i wore a tight-fitting top.
friday-sunday afternoon: youth camp
it was fun. i've already formed bonds with the new members. alam ko na ang love life ng karamihan sa kanila. hihihi. hay, can't wait for developments. sayang nga lang at nagkaroon ng drama. feeling ko tuloy ako si LC: "drama follows us everywhere!" haha. as if. grabe, after that incident, people were getting moody and the mood was getting gloomy and wala na akong maisip na pwedeng ipang rhyme, sayang. negative vibes talaga... tsk. (i'm adopting this new positive attitude. ilang beses ko na sinabi yon sa blog na to?) anyway, since i'm the kind who doesn't know how to react towards sad and crying people, nilayuan ko nalang sila at nagstay sa mga participants so i can absorb their youthful energy. hay, i'm sounding like a 40 year old teenager-wannabe. so there. i'm tired and i haven't gotten enough sleep (though i probably had the most sleep among the service team). butdenagen...
sunday night: pam's despedida
aww! shit. it's the first time i've ever attended a friend's despedida. kasi si jopay bigla nalang umalis eh. nagulat ako. tsk. it was actually fun, inspite the fact that the reason why we're gathered there was because pam's leaving... aww. food, drinks and a magic mic, the basic formula of a good 4-1 party were all present and of course, we took advantage.

na-over nga ata eh (hi ia! we love you. hehe). we watched the video of sembreak batangas and now, more than ever (and it already felt bad before) i regret not going to batangas. i guess it was hardest for me because i actually got permission to go but i chose not to. how effing stupid, julie. haha. me and my paranoia (long story, basta NPA ang salarin).
i have to sleep now because tomorrow is a day like no other. it's reg time in up. in layman's terms: hell day. God bless to all freshmen. di na nga tayo fresh eh. tsk.